Can I just be a boy?

Have you ever wondered why people care about you? You didn’t ask for it and yet they just do.

“You are a girl” Is that the best way to control me?  God, sometimes I hate being a girl so much. This stereotypical mindset often bothers me.

Let’s be honest. Why can’t you get the concept that I can protect myself just like a boy. Why can’t I hang out with my friends just like a boy. Why can’t I?  It pisses me off so much and yet I understand your reasons.

Honestly, I do not like being controlled neither do I control anyone so why can’t it just settle there? It’s such a pain and I’d rather not dwell into it. I thought I was done with this issue and my mum would just back down and let thing stay the ways they are. But no, thanks for relighting the fire and I very much wish I’d never have to see you again.

Let’s just get this clear, no one controls me and if you want someone to control, by all means look for someone else. Cause I’m not gonna change and I’m sick of getting forced to do ANYTHING. Darn. I’m pissed.