L M N O P Q.

Since there are 26 letters in the alphabets, let’s continue this epic trainwreck of a dating life shall we? Let’s go babyyyyyy

Meet Mr L (Libra, Dog)

He is a peculiar one who is into BDSM kinks specifically, ropes.

Fun fact, he names his partner by the different colors of their ropes which was rather interesting. He is also polyamorous (Essentially, being in a polyamorous relationship means that you and your partner have the option of dating other people). Honestly, BDSM is not my thing but ngl the ropes looks very aesthetically pleasing around someone’s body *wink* so I can appreciate it to a certain extent. Indeed, it is an art form. My rope color was supposed to be black because I’m quote, “mysterious and cold”. Very fitting tbh. He is a very nice person but I guess because of my personal preferences, I don’t think we are compatible. Mr D’s assets have ruined me for future partners (I think). It is what it is though.

L is seemingly an overwhelmingly optimistic person, it annoys me a little. Due to the nature of his sales job, he doesn’t get much sleep and spends most of his money on his extra curricular activities. He is also a foodie, tends to overorder but his taste in food is pretty good. Ngl I fear for his health actually but I guess to each their own. He used to be pretty active in the BDSM scene and it seems like he dated a couple of psychopaths which he is suffering the consequences for right now. I’m not sure how to console him because these things are pretty pointless and reacting just simply makes the drama worse?

I highly doubt people actually care about it but he seems pretty adamant that he wants to clear his name which is his right to do so. You need to understand that the people he dated previously are…depressed and broken so this is inevitable. Admittedly, I ghosted him but in all honestly if I didn’t do so, we wouldn’t have been friends either. Just a vibes thing I suppose. May I just don’t like petty people in general. Other than that, he’s really a rather down-to-earth guy though.

Next, there’s Mr M (Gemini, Goat)

Just a bad decision. But I can tell he is rather family oriented given that he wakes up in the wee hours of the night to call his mother in the States. That’s pretty commendable. Update: He asked me for another meeting…Nah not entertaining this.

Then, there’s Mr N (Virgo, Chicken)

Being the irresponsible adult that I am, I dragged him from my DMs to play mahjong with me as a first date activity. Imagine his confusion.

Ngl he is pretty thoughtful though, he got me chocolates for our first meeting? I have this inside joke with my friend that I will drag my dates for mahjong so every time she will see a different guy for mahjong with me. Did I mention, I lost money to N? I know right. I also tried to do mahjong LIVE but failed epicly.

TLDR I got scolded for being indecisive in my mahjong game which is true. Maybe just maybe that is how god feels when he watches me fuck up my life. HAHAHA

“I’m sorry I’m trying” could be my next mahjong LIVE title eh? N was rather cute though, he was so shy to look at me directly when we were playing (he was sitting opposite me) so he kept looking at the TV. Meanwhile I was wondering what’s so interesting on the TV that he kept looking at it. Side note, he said that I’m as charming as I appear on my videos and I was not a catfish HAHAHA

Mr N offered to go home and come back to send me home but I declined because he said he has work tomorrow and I didn’t want him to lose sleep over this. I think he may have felt like I was rejecting him but it was for his best interest though. His family background is almost the same as mine, just that he is the youngest of the family. Ngl he oddly reminds me a bit of my brother. He doesn’t want kids too. I did sense that he can get quite clingy which is …slightly a turn off for me (bad experience). But we shall stay as friends and see how things progresses.

In all honesty, I don’t think I’m in the right state of mind to date? But meeting new people kind of makes me feel slightly better. Perhaps I just want to keep myself occupied I suppose. Besides, I like to keep an open mind. Yes, towards decent human beings.

Meet Mr O (Cancer, Rat)

So yes, I met a lawyer. Not a criminal law one but rather a corporate finance one. Totally irrelevant but I reckon it would be nice to see his two cents on my brother’s case. They all studied the same syllabus before (I think). I have this rule where I don’t date younger men and this person is actually one year younger than me but for the sake of research I decided to take leap and see how it goes. Interestingly, he only has an older brother who is the same age as me. Unfortunately, his brother is gay, there goes my chance (kddding). Anyway, he only has one relationship which ended because she went abroad. Well, it was literally an hour long meet up so we didn’t get to chat as much as we wanted (Lawyers are really busy ya know). Overall, the vibes were pretty good though, he was quite a good listener because clearly I talked more #mylifeisveryinteresting. I think this might not be the last time we’ll meet though, we’ll see.

Meet Mr P (Saggitarius, Dog)

So Mr P is a peculiar one, he slid into my DMs on Tiktok and I agreed to meet up with him when he had a business trip to Singapore. His family owns a gas business in Brunei and he is helping his father manage the company. We had dinner at a Japanese restaurant he wanted to try and the food was pretty dang good ngl. He read my blog and knew what went down in my family and we trauma bonded over how fked up our parents were. His dad was a piece of work too HAHA. His mum on the other hand was an angel and runs multiple businesses on her own (baking etc).

I suspect he probably comes from money duh. He doesn’t look like one though HAHAHA He looked like some random Singaporean dude in his flip flops when I met him that day. Nevertheless, he did say his dream car is a black Mercedez G wagon so I think he’s working towards that goal for now.

Either way, we walked all the way from Chinatown to Smoke & Mirrors in City Hall to grab some drinks before calling it a night. As intriguing as it sounds, we had a mini debate on the whether a psychopath or sociapath is worse which was hilarious now that I think about it. Overall, a pretty chill and nice guy and we hit off surprisingly well. He had to fly off to settle his work so that was probably the only time I met him.

Let’s go back a little. So my curiosity got better of me and I met Mr F (Leo, Rabbit) for the very first time.

He appears to be a respectable man…child. He shared that he would never settle down and have children. Unfortunately, he is being pressured to settle down because of his elder’s expectations as the eldest grandson to continue the family’s bloodline. He doesn’t plan to succumb to it and plans to just “adopt” his sister’s child as his god daughter instead. How amusing. I would say he is a player but I understand where he is coming from. Apart from that, our idealogies about relationships, marriage and children are eerily similar.

Oh funny story, he was so excited to share with me his sexual encounters but then I topped him off by saying what happened to me recently and he almost couldn’t finish his meal HAHAHA. Damn that was epic. On a random note, he mentioned that I have a morbid sense of humor, more than meets the eye (it’s my personal branding strategy) and I’m one of the more interesting people he has met. Deciding to finally meet him was a pretty good choice to conclude my otherwise mundane day.

Sometimes, society sells you a concept and most people just buy it for fear of losing out to only discover that they regret their decisions when it is too late.

Personally, I feel they still deserve to be saved but he reckons he want to set them on fire. That’s where we differ in values I suppose. I don’t think I’ll see him again but it was pretty nice meeting a somewhat like-minded soul though.

And Mr G got sick. Let’s just say he had too much fun and now he is suffering the consequences. Aw man.

That’s all for now.

We will meet Mr Q soon. Stay tuned(:

To be continued,

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