Puppets.

Do you ever feel like you’re just a puppet in someone’s sick game?

I do. I don’t enjoy it and I don’t think I want my children to go through the same thing. I don’t need a puppet.

This age long question that has bugged me for the longest time, “Why do people have kids?”

It’s simply because they want to. They want a family of their own. Personally, I think it’s a rather selfish act but most people might think otherwise.

So that’s why I’m here. I’m a puppet.

Why did I get an IUD? Because I don’t want kids. At all.

Personally, that’s the best gift I can give to my kids. To be perfectly honest, I don’t see the point of bringing them into this world to suffer. I can’t protect them from everything as much as I want to. Whether you like it or not, life is…tough.

But most importantly, I don’t think I’m qualified to be a parent. There’s just so many traumas I have yet to heal from which makes me very certain that for both of our sakes, I should not have children. Healthy people raise healthy kids. I’m not and I don’t feel the need to pretend that I am.

Everyone thinks that they are great at parenting until they realize they are not.

Sadly, it will be too late and the consequences is not theirs to bear either. So why not right? Who cares. At least I’m happy.

I’m not buying into this crap. I don’t need this kind of happy. I really don’t.