Normal.

Is this normal? Am I normal? Do you know that feeling…where you stand and watch everything unfold knowing full well this is a fucking sht show? Weird.

After Mother came back from her counselling session, she started complaining that every single time she goes for the session, she just ends up crying so she doesn’t see the point of counselling. My take is that when you start to cry or feel any kind of emotion, it means that your body is processing your emotions healthily. I reckon that is how people go crazy when they are older because they have years and years of pent up emotions that remain unprocessed.

Maybe it’s a boomer generation thing to just…not think or feel emotions or some people just built different.

Actually, I do see what’s up with them. They are not built to deal with emotions. Some might even say they are robots. But one thing I know for sure is that, they are really passionate about their craft which is their career. Perhaps it’s just easier to focus on their career because that’s the only aspect of their lives which they can feel proud about themselves. Nothing wrong with that. Just…rather myopic is all.

Having said that, I do see that I am speaking from a position of priviledge which is more than what some people could ever want. Ok back to work.