Fact: My brother could have committed suicide if didn't move back home. Somewhere at the back of my mind, I knew he wasn’t coping well and decided to hang out with him more, make him go for runs with me and just let him know I’m here if he needs a listening ear. I understand... Continue Reading →
Stranger.
What if I told you my mother is a stranger to me. Would you believe me? You know how you've always imagined that in life, there's always a clear line between rights and wrongs? Absolutely not. Rather there are only choices you make that you can live with. Somewhere along the way, I think I... Continue Reading →
Whys.
It has come to my attention that I'm a walking disaster. Just the other day I thought to myself, "Wow, why do I tend to read signages when there are so many people around me at the train station?" Then it dawned on me...I tend to avoid eye contact. So I rather read texts, signages... Continue Reading →
Paper Kites.
Been thinking quite a bit these few days, both good and bad thoughts. I try to have more good ones but they kind of tend to be slightly spiteful which is understandable I suppose. Things like, "What if my brother spends a huge chunk of his life in prison and mother passes away in the... Continue Reading →
Hamster.
Today, I received a call informing me that S hearing will be pushed forward by a day to tomorrow instead. We finally got a chance to meet and talk to him for a bit (15mins). Well, he’s been eating and sleeping well. So that's good news. Food portions are huge and he couldn't finish the... Continue Reading →
Cuffed Hugs.
It's been a week and we finally got a chance to see him. The investigations team came by our house this morning for the site revisitation (to run through what happened). Sometimes, I'm so glad he has such a great team working on this case. They told us that S has been a good boy... Continue Reading →
Sayonara.
So the wake ended yesterday. And it's rather...interesting. I'm a free thinker, not a buddhist. But well, it's the last act of the circus so here goes nothing. Body Collection (12/10/2022) Let's start with the body collection. So first up, we have to go to SGH Block 9 (Mortuary) to collect the body which will... Continue Reading →
10 out of 10
Received a call from the police saying I needed to be at the police station immediately after I ended work. Ngl I hanged up their calls a couple of times because I thought it was a scam. I went home to grab my keys but was welcomed to a swarm of policemen at our void... Continue Reading →
27.
Turned 27 this year and I took the day off to...sleep. As much as it's really boring, I actually enjoyed it. I mean well, I truly love sleeping so it was really nice. If I had to sum up what I've learnt so far in life, these would be it: You don't need that many... Continue Reading →
What am I looking for?
Someone asked me this question. Do I want to settle down? Or play? "I think you want to settle down" Honestly, I think I don't. I like being free. Perhaps I'm just done with relationships in general. I've literally spent 8 years of my life in long term committed relationships. So tell me what I... Continue Reading →